Thursday, May 24, 2001

Well, I haven't updated this in a long, long, time. Let me tell the maybe two of you that actually read this, what has happened. Alison and I broke up. Yeah, we both kind of realized that we both annoy eachother, and well, it ended. I am back together, however, with miss Alicia Mize. This is about the fourth time we have gone out, and this time has to be the best. I actually feel somewhat comfortable around her now, and I feel more confident about how she feels toward me. She was, and still is my first love.
Geesh, I bet those of you who read this must think I am some sort of relationship flake. I am always talking about what "New" girlfriend I have. Well, just to let you know...I am flakey, but the only person I have ever felt or wanted to stay with is Alicia. Like she said the other night, we both feel oukward if we are not with eachother. It sucks too, because I know last time when we broke up, it hurt more than I could have ever imagined a break-up could. I know she knows how I feel, and I am pretty confident she feels the same way. She means a lot to me.
Anyways, aside from my EMO-life. Social Deviance broke up. they finally made a CD and were on the verge of actually becoming known and they broke up. Music is a funny business. Make sure you are in it with the right group of fellas. Bah, I am tired as hell though, so I will write to you guys and gals later. I am going to try and fall asleep after lying in bed for hours thinking and pondering over relationship woes. Yay.
Night all my party people.
Oh yeah, and check out the band "Dashboard Confessionals." They fuckin rock my balls off...but in an EMO/indie kinda way. If your a pussy, you'll love this shit.