Thursday, April 05, 2001

Song quote for this evening:
"I want to be where yaks can run free."
Five Iron Frenzy song called "Oh Canada"
Well, I think the end may be upon Omar, and Diane. I am sorry that she fell in love with a guy who only fronts to women in the beginning, then once he has them, throws them away. I hate that some guys are like that, because then girls generalize us and believe that we are all like that. ugh. That just creates bigger hurtles for us "good" guys to jump over.

Alison...ahh, my Alison. She called me today, and let me in on how she wants the relationship to move forward. I know what she means when she tells it to me, but she doesn't understand. I move at my pace. She doesn't want me to keep her innocense in mind when and if we get intimate, but she doesn't understand that I am not ready for that anyway. I just got out of a damaging relationship with someone, and I am in no hurry to burry myself even deeper into a new one. I will just let things flow as they do, and we will see what happens when it happens. I just want everything to be healthy this time around for both of us, and I want to make sure everything will run smoothely. I have had too much shit happen to me, and it won't happen again.

Ahh, also, I have to say that I do wish Alicia the very best. Although I believe her to be utterly sick and demented in the mind, I do wish her well off. I hope she will realize how to react in a relationship, and I hoe that when the right guy comes along for her she will know what to do. I hope that things work for her, really I do.

Wednesday, April 04, 2001

how the hell do you post images on this damn thing??????
bah
I am talking on the phone to Alison! yeah! She's so dope! She will see this...probably...hehe
Write Josh care of his e-mail address and bitch at him for his driving. Sk8nxzibit411Lv@aol.com
Holy Crap! I just got done eating dinner and my damn stomach is at its fullest.
I had the craziest day today! Me, Josh, Nick, and Anthony, all went skating downtown. On the way there Josh was speeding and his bitch ass got his license plate number written down by some off-duty cop who wanted to be an ass. He sped up to us and flashed us his badge and proceeded to keep his hard-ass image by calling in our plates. Fuck that rat bastard. Luckily we were not caught and we lived on to go and skate at LVA, and this dope yellow rail. We hit up Children's Park earlier, and I hit up a frontside noseslide, and a kickflip to frontside noseslide on the ledges. Aww, that shit is like butta.
Peace

Tuesday, April 03, 2001

Song quote of the night:
"Did you know that i kept it for a year? All this time, I figured you'd be here. Go! Last time I saw you, I tried to move in through the crowd..."
From the band Lifetime, the song "Rodeo Clown".
Hi Adam!!! When are you coming back to Vegas??
Well, The last thing I did was get off the phone with Diane. Oi, I wish she would find the right guy. I think that the relationship she is in now will only hurt her and it is destined for trouble. I hope I turn out to be wrong though, because I wouldn't wish any wrong on her at all. She deserves the right guy, and hopefully she will find him. I wish Omar would read this, so he could see how he makes her feel. She cries many a nights to me, telling me about what happens and his neglect for her. He has zero points in my book, and i hope he sees what he is doing wrong.
I also talked to my girl, Alison! Yea! She is the sweetest and most sincere person I know....ugh...if only she knew. she actually makes a healthy relationship and is the kind of person i can actually relate to. She makes so much sense all the time, and she makes me feel better than I have felt in a long time. She is really important.
Well, I got to go. for those who see this, drop me a line.